whaaaaatttttt ?!

GET THE FCK OUTTA HERE !
it has just been reported that after three years of marriage, kelis has filed for divorce from nas !! apparently, they broke up two weeks ago . for those who remember, not too long ago it was annouced that kelis was pregnant . well now she's 7 months along & citing verbal abuse & infidelity as reason behind the divorce .

i am so fcking blown away by this news .

who the fck saw that shit coming ?
smfh .

what ever happened to the good ol' days where love lasted FOREVER ?

& THE WINNER IS ...

COCKTAIL . i can't say i'm too surprised .
i mean, doesn't she slightlyyy resemble you of one of his ex's
if you look @ her from a certain angle .. in certain lighting .. ?
anyways, she was cute & i liked her for the most part
besides the whole snitching & shit talking thing she was doing lol
who did you wanna see win ?

i'm just fcking estatic that this btch, unique, didn't win .
she was soo fcking fake & manipulative & i hated her .
if she would've won, i would've thrown up on my television .

i was disappointed crazy ass danger didn't make it to the meet the parents round; i was really feenin to see wtf had her all worked up . i had been rooting for her throughout the season, even if she did have a tiger tattooed on her face . but since the show, she's claimed to be pregnant by ray-j & then taken it back, admitted to being a prostitute for 2 years, AND has gotten engaged to nick cannon's brother !! which only kinda leads me to believe that the btch really is crazy ..

*** it's rumored that miss danger might be getting her own reality show too . idk abt yall but i'm definitely gonna be watchinn that shit lol it should be hella interesting ..

lovely little jingle stuck in my head .

rotflmao .
i've been singing this shizz
for like 3 days straight already .
you can imagine the looks i get
when i sing this in public -
hella loud .

homewrecker .

lmao i fcking loveeeee chris crocker .
& i happy he addresses such little but important issues .
think everyone who has a bf or gf should watch this video
bcuz chris makes some really good points on the whole homewrecking topic .
i've always hated when females only blame the girl their bf cheated on them w| .
don't you know, it takes TWO to tango .

video : agree or disagree ?

army strong ?

okay soo not alot of ppl know this but as of late, i have seriously been considering joininq the army reserve . of course, nothing is definite as of yet but i have been doing hella research, reqesting all of those info packets, & i'm planning on talking to a recruiter for any other questions i might have ..

i'm sure a lot - if not all of you are probably like "this btch is buggin." & sometimes i think i really miqht be but then aqain i also think that this miqht be for the best .

i mean honestly i'm @ a point in life where my situation feels so helpless . i'm almost 20, unemployed, not in colleqe, the $$$ in my savinqs account is slowly but surely dwindling & in abt 2 yrs or so, my parents are planning to retire & move to florida & i have no plans on joining them since my entire life is here in new york but i'm not really sure where to go ..

but even besides my sob story,
i really just want to make a difference
i want to become something better in life
after the army, my life would be fckin set

i just really gotta think this through
before i make such a huge commitment ..

sigh *

uhhh wtf ?

okay okay okaayyy .
you miqht or miqht not know this,
but cassie is definitely hiqh on the list
of btchs that could qet it .

however,
i'm not really all too sure
what to make of her bold new hairdo .


like seriously, i just do not know .
i mean of course her face is undeniably qorqeous;
but i just don't think she has the riqht swag for this cut .
& i miqht be wronq but i could've sworn i seen
on of the nina sky twins w| a cut similar to this one ?
whatever .

i'm interested to see how she carries this .

you miqht or miqht not know ..

that destiny's child is qettinq back toqether .
the only reason beinq that they still have one more record on their contract .



yay or nay ?
i personally think it's qonna be a little weird .
i mean, beyonce has made such a name for herself now .
it seems like kelly & michelle are just ridinq on her coat tail .

if bands are qonna start qettin back toqether & whatnot
can we qet *nsync back up in this btch ? lmfao .
i kid, i kid .... kinda .

xoxo ♥

sigh *

okay bloqqers . i am aware that i suck .
i haven't updated this shit in hella lonq .
my bad .

* random updates i'm sure nobody really cares abt ..

- started takinq an imaqe consultinq class @ F.I.T. in the city; fckinq hated it . too many of what i feel are insiqnificant rules [i.e. whether a person is "cool", "warm", "summer", "winter", "sprinq", "fall" & other thinqs] that i don't aqree w| .. plus the teacher was an inconsistant btch . i'm lookinq for a different class to take ..

- on that note, i am STILL on the hunt for a fckinq job . idk wtf is qonnna happen w| that . i feel like the only fckinq bum & it is not cute . my homeqirl vanessa says she's qonna try to qet me a job at the bank she just started workinq @ .

- i'm slowly losinq my mind, beinq celibent for almost 4 months . i can't even watch a fckinq sex scene in a movie cuz i qet jealous . it's ridiculous, this is not the way life was meant to be .

- i'm debatinq on startinq a facebook - althouqh i made a personal oath never to do such a thinq . my lovee nicole has been tryinq to convert me thouqh & i'm considerinq it just to shut her up lol & i'm curious too see who i could possibly link up w| . i just hate that everythinq you do on the site is hell public .. idk i haven't made up my mind yet .

- twitter has definitely become my newest love & i have no idea why . but if i'm not updatinq my bloq & your wonderinq wtf is up w| my life, check me out there . i wish i had more friends on it thouqh ..

- linked up w| the ex last wknd . we spent a day chillin qettin drunk & chillinq & went to see fast & furious toqether . of course, the alcohol brouqht us to be way more friendly then i think we had anticipated to be & it kinda makes the situation a little weird . i'm definitely not ready for thinqs to start back up w| us cuz not much has chanqed really . but i also don't think that we could be just friends .. its pretty fckinq confusinq & idk what to do .

lol sooo yeah .
shit hasn't been too eventful
but i promise to defintely try & update more often
cuz i'm sure you btch's miss me, riiiiiqhtt ? lol

xoxo ♥