soon, this will be mine ♥

this bad boy is on its way to being in my possesion .
& it's a good thing cuz my current LX is knockin on death's door .

i cannot fcking wait .

i might just cream myself .

whaaaaatttttt ?!

GET THE FCK OUTTA HERE !
it has just been reported that after three years of marriage, kelis has filed for divorce from nas !! apparently, they broke up two weeks ago . for those who remember, not too long ago it was annouced that kelis was pregnant . well now she's 7 months along & citing verbal abuse & infidelity as reason behind the divorce .

i am so fcking blown away by this news .

who the fck saw that shit coming ?
smfh .

what ever happened to the good ol' days where love lasted FOREVER ?

& THE WINNER IS ...

COCKTAIL . i can't say i'm too surprised .
i mean, doesn't she slightlyyy resemble you of one of his ex's
if you look @ her from a certain angle .. in certain lighting .. ?
anyways, she was cute & i liked her for the most part
besides the whole snitching & shit talking thing she was doing lol
who did you wanna see win ?

i'm just fcking estatic that this btch, unique, didn't win .
she was soo fcking fake & manipulative & i hated her .
if she would've won, i would've thrown up on my television .

i was disappointed crazy ass danger didn't make it to the meet the parents round; i was really feenin to see wtf had her all worked up . i had been rooting for her throughout the season, even if she did have a tiger tattooed on her face . but since the show, she's claimed to be pregnant by ray-j & then taken it back, admitted to being a prostitute for 2 years, AND has gotten engaged to nick cannon's brother !! which only kinda leads me to believe that the btch really is crazy ..

*** it's rumored that miss danger might be getting her own reality show too . idk abt yall but i'm definitely gonna be watchinn that shit lol it should be hella interesting ..

lovely little jingle stuck in my head .

rotflmao .
i've been singing this shizz
for like 3 days straight already .
you can imagine the looks i get
when i sing this in public -
hella loud .

homewrecker .

lmao i fcking loveeeee chris crocker .
& i happy he addresses such little but important issues .
think everyone who has a bf or gf should watch this video
bcuz chris makes some really good points on the whole homewrecking topic .
i've always hated when females only blame the girl their bf cheated on them w| .
don't you know, it takes TWO to tango .

video : agree or disagree ?

army strong ?

okay soo not alot of ppl know this but as of late, i have seriously been considering joininq the army reserve . of course, nothing is definite as of yet but i have been doing hella research, reqesting all of those info packets, & i'm planning on talking to a recruiter for any other questions i might have ..

i'm sure a lot - if not all of you are probably like "this btch is buggin." & sometimes i think i really miqht be but then aqain i also think that this miqht be for the best .

i mean honestly i'm @ a point in life where my situation feels so helpless . i'm almost 20, unemployed, not in colleqe, the $$$ in my savinqs account is slowly but surely dwindling & in abt 2 yrs or so, my parents are planning to retire & move to florida & i have no plans on joining them since my entire life is here in new york but i'm not really sure where to go ..

but even besides my sob story,
i really just want to make a difference
i want to become something better in life
after the army, my life would be fckin set

i just really gotta think this through
before i make such a huge commitment ..

sigh *