uhhh wtf ?

okay okay okaayyy .
you miqht or miqht not know this,
but cassie is definitely hiqh on the list
of btchs that could qet it .

however,
i'm not really all too sure
what to make of her bold new hairdo .


like seriously, i just do not know .
i mean of course her face is undeniably qorqeous;
but i just don't think she has the riqht swag for this cut .
& i miqht be wronq but i could've sworn i seen
on of the nina sky twins w| a cut similar to this one ?
whatever .

i'm interested to see how she carries this .

you miqht or miqht not know ..

that destiny's child is qettinq back toqether .
the only reason beinq that they still have one more record on their contract .



yay or nay ?
i personally think it's qonna be a little weird .
i mean, beyonce has made such a name for herself now .
it seems like kelly & michelle are just ridinq on her coat tail .

if bands are qonna start qettin back toqether & whatnot
can we qet *nsync back up in this btch ? lmfao .
i kid, i kid .... kinda .

xoxo ♥

sigh *

okay bloqqers . i am aware that i suck .
i haven't updated this shit in hella lonq .
my bad .

* random updates i'm sure nobody really cares abt ..

- started takinq an imaqe consultinq class @ F.I.T. in the city; fckinq hated it . too many of what i feel are insiqnificant rules [i.e. whether a person is "cool", "warm", "summer", "winter", "sprinq", "fall" & other thinqs] that i don't aqree w| .. plus the teacher was an inconsistant btch . i'm lookinq for a different class to take ..

- on that note, i am STILL on the hunt for a fckinq job . idk wtf is qonnna happen w| that . i feel like the only fckinq bum & it is not cute . my homeqirl vanessa says she's qonna try to qet me a job at the bank she just started workinq @ .

- i'm slowly losinq my mind, beinq celibent for almost 4 months . i can't even watch a fckinq sex scene in a movie cuz i qet jealous . it's ridiculous, this is not the way life was meant to be .

- i'm debatinq on startinq a facebook - althouqh i made a personal oath never to do such a thinq . my lovee nicole has been tryinq to convert me thouqh & i'm considerinq it just to shut her up lol & i'm curious too see who i could possibly link up w| . i just hate that everythinq you do on the site is hell public .. idk i haven't made up my mind yet .

- twitter has definitely become my newest love & i have no idea why . but if i'm not updatinq my bloq & your wonderinq wtf is up w| my life, check me out there . i wish i had more friends on it thouqh ..

- linked up w| the ex last wknd . we spent a day chillin qettin drunk & chillinq & went to see fast & furious toqether . of course, the alcohol brouqht us to be way more friendly then i think we had anticipated to be & it kinda makes the situation a little weird . i'm definitely not ready for thinqs to start back up w| us cuz not much has chanqed really . but i also don't think that we could be just friends .. its pretty fckinq confusinq & idk what to do .

lol sooo yeah .
shit hasn't been too eventful
but i promise to defintely try & update more often
cuz i'm sure you btch's miss me, riiiiiqhtt ? lol

xoxo ♥

bad btch .

AMBER ROSE .
kanye west's new arm candy is def my new eye candy; the btch is baaaddd .



now i've been readinq all these bloqs & ppl are hella hatinq on her sayin shit like how she looks like a dike, a man, like she qot cancer . STFU ! the qirl qot steez & is on fire even w| a shaved head ! so cut the shit & qive her props for bein able to look soo dope without havinq hair to hide behind like most qirls do . i love her, she could qet it, the end . not to mention she miqht be the remedy to mr west's heartbreak, since they do look happy toqether .




& they look damn qood toqether .

happy birthday carla ♥

i fckinq loveee youuuu bebe !

in other news :
i am now un member of la twitter community !
woopwoop . aren't i fckinq cool ? not really but really .
anywhoo, its kinda shiftinq into an obession ..
it pretty interestinq to see what eveyone else is doinq
a tad stalkerish but interestinq still lol
i'm still pretty new to it thouqh soo anyone who has one
be sure to leave your link in a cmnt so that i can follow youu [:

so what's thicker than blood ?

ever went out w| somebody whose parents hated you for some unknown reason ? internet celeb, chris crocker - best known for his "leave britney alone" video - says what he thinks .



i fckinq loveee this kid !
check out his youtube for some more hilariously true shit [:

sidenote : i finally watched the series finale of the L word on my DVR & i almost shitted when i realized it shall forever be unknown who the fck killed jenny ! & on top of it, they left off w| sooo much unresolved shit & yet it is over PARA SIEMPRE - FOREVERRRRRR & we will neverrrrrr know .

sadface sadface sadface .
does anyone who watched it have any opinions ?
WHO THE FCK KILLED JENNY ?!

heartbreak drake .

hey loves . i wanna apoloqize for slackin on the bloqspot - i suck, i know .
however, i'm here to recommend to you what i've been bumpin nonstop to; i'm definitely hella late but i recently uploaded 'so far qone' onto my zune & i've been addicted ever since .


yessir . i lalaLOVE this shiz . for those of you who are unaware, drake aka aubrey qrahm is the dude who played jimmy on deqrassi - who would've fckinq known hiphop would've been his next move & that he would be soo fckinq talented ? & not only does he rap, but he sinqs [talk abt a triple threat] . i really cannot, nor will i even try to express how much i love this album . he has poetic type of flow but his sonqs still have such hard punchlines & i just fckinq heart him hella od [: qo listen NOW .

anywho - in the life of mwaaaaa, lemme just saayy that niqqas qot alot of balls nowadays . okaay so tell me whyyyyyy there's this dude who i met from a mutual friend & when i met him, he had a wifey but apparently since then he ended shit w| her & has been hittinq me up to chill like odeee . he's not uqly but he's just not really my cup of tea & tho he always makes it seem like we're just qonna chill & smoke or somethinq, i can always tell when niqqas have ulterior motives sooo i wasn't tryna fcksx w| him at all but he'd still hit me up like allllllll the fckinq time - riqht here lemme just put out the newsflash that naggin is NOT cute at all ! if i really wanted to chill w| you, TRUST that i would've been on it . plz don't qet playinq hard to qet confused w| disinterest . if after the 10th invitation i'm still respondinq w| "idk" or "maybe next week" or anythinq that isn't "yes" then plz just take it as a "PLZ fck off". anyways, this dude was still hittinq me up after all the times i iqnored him so i beqan to respond to him so i could see wtf he wanted from my life . after a lonq ass convo which basically consisted of him talkinq & me respondinq w| "lol" & "wordd", the truth came out - he 's been talkinq to this chick & he felt that they needed a "third outlet" to brinq "balance" . he felt that i could qet her to "open up" . soo i'm like okaay cut the sweet shit - your basically hopinq for a 3some riqht ? & he's all like "well not neccesarily, we can just be friends .. qood friends" . i'm like whaaaaaatttttt ? do i have a fckinq stamp on my forehead that screams 'bisexual smutttt' ?! i mean maybe the 1st part but most definitely not the 2nd - & this niqqa only met me ONCE & i never even did so much as to flirt w| him ! like really, qo kill yourself ..

.. but no really .